നിഷ്കളങ്കതൻ നിറകുടമോ
കള്ളത്തരത്തിൻ പൊയ്‌മുഖമോ
അറിയുന്നില്ല ഞാൻ നിൻ
മുഖത്തിൽകളിയാടുന്ന വേഷപകർച്ചകൾ
ചക്ഷ്വക്ഷവണത്തിൻ വിയർപ്പിൻ തുള്ളികൾ
നിൻ മുഖമതിലൂടിറ്റിറ്റു വീഴുമ്പോൾ
അറിഞ്ഞിരുന്നില്ല ഞാൻ
നിൻ അധ്വാനം കള്ളത്തരത്തിൻ മുഖം മൂടിയാണെന്നു
നിൻ മനസ്വിനിയെ തേടി നീ അലയുന്ന നാൾ
എൻ ചങ്കുപറിച്ചെടുത്ത്
നിൻ കാനനവനത്തിൽ എത്തിച്ചെന്നെ
അവിടുത്തെ പ്രിയതോഴനാക്കി നീ
ഇന്ന് ഞാൻ തിരിച്ചറിയുന്നു
എന്നെ നീ എത്തിച്ചത് കാനനവനമല്ല
മറിച്ചെൻ ചുടല തീർത്ത
നീ വാണരുളുന്ന മഹായാനം
Haunting, the mental
It was early morning 05:30. The alarm
breaks the silence of mist. In the room a dark figure is visible. It was none
other than, the person. Person is inside the bedsheet sitting in the darkness,
actually not in darkness, lighted a candle inside bedsheet, overthinking
something. Mental wellbeing is not in darkness or in light, it should be mix of
that, as per person. We can’t change the world until it changed by others. Yes,
person is a harmful human being. But not for the world, towards herself. Now
what happened?. Nobody knows except her deep mind, that was haunting something.
A cause for something or wanted to be depressed. Last wax of the candle melted
and the room became dark. The light taken to yesterday, home sweet home.
The dragon fruits fields were full of mosquitoes. She hitten one mosquito, the
blood splattered. Haunting started, the ghost of mosquito. She ran to the
room and sat on one corner, started thinking about the death of mosquito. This
will be the karma and this haunts me in my future. She started the future, thinking towards 10
decades and started crying the whole night. At one point sleep came and
embraced. Before closing eyes, she put alarm for early morning 05:30, to continue the thinking of the death of mosquito and the consequences. For
everything there is a root cause. Here she, herself is the root cause. Now the
candle light is not there. She is alone inside the bedsheet. Only darkness is
surrounded. Overthinking is itself a darkness, will eat you. She started
snoring and went into a deep sleep. After the deep sleep, topic of mosquito death
will be over. But the process will keep on moving, will find another topic,
will think. This is not inspired from Einstein, this is 99.9% gold lure mental
and the haunting will continues soon..
Devil of mine!
The River was calm. A breeze moving through the surface of water taking a poppy flower along with that. Poppy flower settled in the
water silently. It didn’t disturbed the water and the river is flowing calmly.
One fine day, a Homo sapient (he/she) came near to the river and thrown a stone
to the river. It disturbed the water, where the waves formed and flowing in a
round. The Homo sapient went away by seeing that waves. Waves stopped, but the
disturbance stayed for some time and the river became calm again. Another day,
the king lion came to drink water and he asked the river “Do you have any
concerns?”. River told about the stone throwed by Homo sapient and the
disturbance he/she created. As a king, he have the duty to ask that. But the
settlement he can't do blindly. Lion throwed one stone into the river. Same like
as before the calm river got disturbed and the waves formed and the river
became calm after some time. Then the lion told, “I'm not seeing any harm on this,
as you are very calm and this disturbance is not staying with you that much
time. You are regaining your peace within a short time period. This is a good
thing in you and this will help you for the future consequences”. By saying
this, the king drinked water from the river and gone to the duties for the rest
of day.
